Wednesday, April 21, 2010

And so...

...the healing begins. Well, not really..
Yes, my grandma's funeral is over and done with (it was very beautiful, by the way). Yes, it's almost been a month since she passed away.
But...the empitness...the denial...the sadness just won't go away. It's still so hard to believe that she's no longer here. Even when we go to her house...her things were all left untouched...her purse sat in the same spot it's always been...her sleep clothes were left lying on her empty bed...nothing has changed...even her presence is still felt in the living room...in the kitchen...in the yard...everywhere...
This overwhelming emotion...this sadness..this pain...it makes it so hard to function...so hard to sleep, with the fear of dreaming of her and waking up crying...........

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